depressed.... as usual

Nov 07, 2004 03:46

so lately i have been thinking about things. i have been thinking about doing things that i know i shouldn't do, and had made fun of people for doing these certain things. and yet i come back to the conclusion that i want to do these things.

so yeah, that made sense to me, and it might not make sense to a lot of people but that is ok.

so today i slept until about 1. picked up my room a bit. read some hp fanction stuff. went to work. creepy mayonaise guy came in. was sort of an ass to him, but thats ok.

ashley sent me this really weird text message today. she didn't really explain much of it. so i called her and was like we need to talk, because we do need to talk and straighten everything out between the two of us. so i call her when i get off work, and she tells me that she probably won't feel like talking. so i didn't really pursue it, although i know that i probably should of. but whatever. and she wants to talk to come to me right? right.

so today tiffany and i are suppose to go out to eat, but i probably won't go because i won't get up until late and then i have to go to work and work for 7 hours which i really majorly do not want to do what so ever. but it will be better because i'm working with andie, but still i have to work from 3- 5 30 by myself and then from 9-10. in which i will probably be bored out of my mind.

last night was fun, kelley and i went out to eat then we went and saw alfie which was pretty good. afterwards kelley dropped me off at the football game which they lost. afterwards we went to starbucks and i got more coffee, and saw bo which was really exciting because i miss bo. we started to talk and during this conversation i think i managed to make chris pissed at me. after that we went to jack in the box, and got steven a some kind of cheeseburger. then we went to his house and realized that he couldn't find his phone. so we end up calling starbucks, but they don't see it. but i hope he found his phone. afterwards sara took me home and i finished watching the rest of the gilmore girls dvd.

well i think i'm going to update my other journal...

peace, becka
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