6am on a sunday
well, i woke up at 5am and couldnt go back to sleep. I thought id post an update.
1. ive been having recurring dreams lately. The setting is usually in my old house where i grew up as a kid, then of my high school and lately, college friends. One dream had Mica, Lara and Gin in it. I saw Mica and she couldnt recognize who I was, meanwhile Gin and Lara were running from a volcano eruption, Lara climbed onto a hill to save herself, while Gin rolled down the Hill in a wheelchair and tumbled. haha. Funny scenario actually. My co-worker Lawrence, (who is amazing at dream analysis) commented that my dreams are using symbols from memory to refer to the things im processing right now, for some reason these past associations are being triggered by the present. oh well, i have no clue yet what the dream means. but one thing for sure, i miss my friends.
2. on the love front, he's not moving to Vegas anymore. his cousin decided to sell him the Pizza franchise next door, so he decided to let the Vegas gig go, (backstory: he was supposed to open a pizza franchise with another partner in vegas, move there for 3 months to set it up and come back, but since its been 3 months late already, details arent coming together quite as efficient as expected, he decided its probably a sign to move on especially with a better opportunity in sight). he says its fate and he has every reason to stay. So if anything hAS changed since 3 days ago, now we dont feel like every day we have together is the last before he leaves. Haha. for the past 3 months, we've been acting like liv tyler and ben affleck on aerosmith's "I dont want to miss a thing", i forgot the movie where it came from....ayun, Armageddon. But looking back, its because of the anticipation that hes leaving that we became really close. its funny how you make every second count when you think its about to end. seriously, its like every goodbye was passionate. Now, there is no goodbye to anticipate, but then again, why should i stop making every second count? relationships die cuz of complacency. oh well, we'll see.
2.5 Oh btw, im learning Farsi. all of my family speak english, a lot of his dont. So, why not learn a new langguage, I got this langguage CD, Pimsleur's Method, its amazing. in just 4 days i can speak conversational farsi. i highly recommend this method. its organic learning, it teaches you through sound, and as you go along you just see patterns how verbs and sentences are formed. haha. its funny though, when he talks to me in his langguage, and now that i undeerstand a little bit, its as if i know him a little different. now i get how a common langguage can bring people together on a different level i guess. but then again, there things words cant express.
3. on the work front, its great, i have new employees under my wing, young, smart, and eager to learn. but i think i need some estrogen around me. on second thought, being the only female in the store has its perks. Male species seem to thrive on the idea of being needed by a female. haha. As for customers, im not getting my share of Dirty Old men lately, a couple of cute guys actually. Now that im taken, theyre coming out of the woodworks. or is it just how temptation is? everything else seems enticing when you cant have it. haha
4. i think im sleepy again. im off today. going to the v=beach later. days are passing by quick. its amazing. another sunday. i need some novelty, i need to see something different...mala-Adonis level eexperience ba...musclebound men in cut offs and knee high boots dancing to michael learns to rock songs...any recos from youtube? haha
1. ive been having recurring dreams lately. The setting is usually in my old house where i grew up as a kid, then of my high school and lately, college friends. One dream had Mica, Lara and Gin in it. I saw Mica and she couldnt recognize who I was, meanwhile Gin and Lara were running from a volcano eruption, Lara climbed onto a hill to save herself, while Gin rolled down the Hill in a wheelchair and tumbled. haha. Funny scenario actually. My co-worker Lawrence, (who is amazing at dream analysis) commented that my dreams are using symbols from memory to refer to the things im processing right now, for some reason these past associations are being triggered by the present. oh well, i have no clue yet what the dream means. but one thing for sure, i miss my friends.
2. on the love front, he's not moving to Vegas anymore. his cousin decided to sell him the Pizza franchise next door, so he decided to let the Vegas gig go, (backstory: he was supposed to open a pizza franchise with another partner in vegas, move there for 3 months to set it up and come back, but since its been 3 months late already, details arent coming together quite as efficient as expected, he decided its probably a sign to move on especially with a better opportunity in sight). he says its fate and he has every reason to stay. So if anything hAS changed since 3 days ago, now we dont feel like every day we have together is the last before he leaves. Haha. for the past 3 months, we've been acting like liv tyler and ben affleck on aerosmith's "I dont want to miss a thing", i forgot the movie where it came from....ayun, Armageddon. But looking back, its because of the anticipation that hes leaving that we became really close. its funny how you make every second count when you think its about to end. seriously, its like every goodbye was passionate. Now, there is no goodbye to anticipate, but then again, why should i stop making every second count? relationships die cuz of complacency. oh well, we'll see.
2.5 Oh btw, im learning Farsi. all of my family speak english, a lot of his dont. So, why not learn a new langguage, I got this langguage CD, Pimsleur's Method, its amazing. in just 4 days i can speak conversational farsi. i highly recommend this method. its organic learning, it teaches you through sound, and as you go along you just see patterns how verbs and sentences are formed. haha. its funny though, when he talks to me in his langguage, and now that i undeerstand a little bit, its as if i know him a little different. now i get how a common langguage can bring people together on a different level i guess. but then again, there things words cant express.
3. on the work front, its great, i have new employees under my wing, young, smart, and eager to learn. but i think i need some estrogen around me. on second thought, being the only female in the store has its perks. Male species seem to thrive on the idea of being needed by a female. haha. As for customers, im not getting my share of Dirty Old men lately, a couple of cute guys actually. Now that im taken, theyre coming out of the woodworks. or is it just how temptation is? everything else seems enticing when you cant have it. haha
4. i think im sleepy again. im off today. going to the v=beach later. days are passing by quick. its amazing. another sunday. i need some novelty, i need to see something different...mala-Adonis level eexperience ba...musclebound men in cut offs and knee high boots dancing to michael learns to rock songs...any recos from youtube? haha