Oh la la la
I miss my dad. The stupid old goat. Thats right I called him and old goat. You know he wasn't even there when I was born. But since I like to believe in Karma I know that what goes around comes around and one day he will be old and helpless and he'll need my help one way or another and I will do what I know in my heart will be right. Slam the door in his face, Ha ha aha no no seriously I would help him, I mean without him I don't think I would be here now. Or maybe I would but I would probably not have the little things I am thankful for. Like the Titanic Necklas he gave me on my 11th birthday, I wore that to prom last year and it kind felt like he was with me. And this laptop which he gave to me so I could use it for school (even though he went out and bought a mac as soon as I left with it). I am actually greatful for the old fool.
I have to find some current events in food (like 3) so I can turn them in this week and get a late grade, because procrastination is my lover and ADD is my crutch. Lets see the last shrink (uh Susan) said that I was very unoorganized due to this and that I am not up to making desicions (god forbid I ever get pregnate). And now the science dudes are saying it culd be caused by my tonsels. MY TONSELS!!! So now I am actually scheduled to go in for surgery on my sinuses and my tonsels on the 22nd. Thats right the freakin 22nd of this month. I am scared to death. I never had surgery before. I just don't want to see em stick an IV in me. They say that hurts alot. Wanna know whats weird before I went to the ear, nose, and throat guy I went to the night clinic where this doctor said that on a size scale of one to four my tonsels are a three. And the weird part was that the doctor acted like House. Ya know Hugh Lowry's character on that fox show (only I wait till it's on USA to watch it.) Cept for the rudness and him thinking he was funny with that whole "actually I'm not the doctor but I did sty at a holiday inn express" thing. That was lame.
But I will spend my holiday incapacitated. Sucks. And mom and grandma will be waiting on me. And I am still pretty scared. I was thinking about the surgery yesterday and I just felt so sick, It took all my strength to keep my lunch down.
I have to find some current events in food (like 3) so I can turn them in this week and get a late grade, because procrastination is my lover and ADD is my crutch. Lets see the last shrink (uh Susan) said that I was very unoorganized due to this and that I am not up to making desicions (god forbid I ever get pregnate). And now the science dudes are saying it culd be caused by my tonsels. MY TONSELS!!! So now I am actually scheduled to go in for surgery on my sinuses and my tonsels on the 22nd. Thats right the freakin 22nd of this month. I am scared to death. I never had surgery before. I just don't want to see em stick an IV in me. They say that hurts alot. Wanna know whats weird before I went to the ear, nose, and throat guy I went to the night clinic where this doctor said that on a size scale of one to four my tonsels are a three. And the weird part was that the doctor acted like House. Ya know Hugh Lowry's character on that fox show (only I wait till it's on USA to watch it.) Cept for the rudness and him thinking he was funny with that whole "actually I'm not the doctor but I did sty at a holiday inn express" thing. That was lame.
But I will spend my holiday incapacitated. Sucks. And mom and grandma will be waiting on me. And I am still pretty scared. I was thinking about the surgery yesterday and I just felt so sick, It took all my strength to keep my lunch down.