Lame
Noone ever posts anymore!
I feel a little dull today. I presented my powerpoint on The Who and I think it was pretty good. Especially when I showed them the clip from the Smothers Brothers show where they destroyed their instruments and Keith Moon's drum set blew up.
I want to have fun but nobody thinks I am fun. I wouldn't mind going to a party. Well maybe not one with a whole bunch of preps cause then I'd get into a fight, but a real rockin asskickin party. Ho-hum. No one cares about me. I'm an ugly little thing that goes unheard. Maybe thats why I am hardly ever in a relationship. I can't remember the last time I ever felt loved and wanted. Even when I was with Tony I couldn't help but feel he resented me. He always tried to make me feel stupid even though he himself is an idiot.
I wish I could be alright with myself. I wish I could comfort myself and cheer me on instead of saying how ugly and stupid and...worthless I am. I wish someone would listen to me and what I have to say.
I feel a little dull today. I presented my powerpoint on The Who and I think it was pretty good. Especially when I showed them the clip from the Smothers Brothers show where they destroyed their instruments and Keith Moon's drum set blew up.
I want to have fun but nobody thinks I am fun. I wouldn't mind going to a party. Well maybe not one with a whole bunch of preps cause then I'd get into a fight, but a real rockin asskickin party. Ho-hum. No one cares about me. I'm an ugly little thing that goes unheard. Maybe thats why I am hardly ever in a relationship. I can't remember the last time I ever felt loved and wanted. Even when I was with Tony I couldn't help but feel he resented me. He always tried to make me feel stupid even though he himself is an idiot.
I wish I could be alright with myself. I wish I could comfort myself and cheer me on instead of saying how ugly and stupid and...worthless I am. I wish someone would listen to me and what I have to say.