Nov 27, 2006 19:53
Okay, I have cramps. Everyone around me is making them feel worse and I hate them for it. I wish everybodies head would explode. KABOOM! In a beautiful, bloody mess. And then all would be silent and I'd stand up and walk over to the annoying, short girl's body on the floor and I would kick it as hard as I can. I'd pobably be completely covered in blood and brains but I wouldn't care, for all would be silent and I would have my moment of peace. AND it would all be deemed a moment of paranormal Phenomina.
Why do people feel it's nessessary to make small talk with me? Stupid techers and people who probbly think they're brightening my day by chatting with me. It doesn't make me feel any better. Infact I hate them for it! I dont want anyone feel they have to talk to me so I dont kill myself. for the last time I'm not suicidle I'm Homicidle! Especially now! I'm on my fucking period! Hello? do I have to wear a fucking Yosemete Sam T-shirt that says "BACK OFF!" This guy Kyle keeps asking me if I'm OKAY. God do I hate that word 'okay'! "you okay" "everything okay" how is it even a word? But If I say it they believe it and they leave me alone for a bit. once again "You sure your okay" You know what NO I AM NOT OKAY!!!!!!