i feel naked
it's just so hard to be around you or to wonder who you are any more because i just don't know.
and you used to be really serious and hate your job but now you seem pretty happy but i can't be happy for you because you had to leave to get that way.
or maybe it made you leave or something.
and i hate the fact that everything runs in family because then im afraid if i ever get like that ill kill myself to spare other people cause i dont want anyone i love to see me like that.
but id rather you be depressed and artistic than really manic and irrational.
and its not my fault really, you care about people when youre down but when your up you dont really care so i hate you for it. but what if i yell at you? it doesnt make you feel bad so whats the point?
and when youre sitting on the couch drinking and crying, i could make you feel bad then but then again its not like i want you to suceed at overdosing like you almost did after karen was born.
she hates you for that and you know it
i hate feeling sorry for myself. if ud just call when u said uw ould. if ud stop leaving me places. if ud be sincere, i wouldnt do this. i wouldnt hate you, if u didnt make me believe u when u said "im fine, im not manic, just because ur mother says...
dont u blame it on her again
u did put her through a lot and even though shes the most selfish person i kno doesnt mean u should be so mean
and stop calling her boyfriend gay
and you used to be really serious and hate your job but now you seem pretty happy but i can't be happy for you because you had to leave to get that way.
or maybe it made you leave or something.
and i hate the fact that everything runs in family because then im afraid if i ever get like that ill kill myself to spare other people cause i dont want anyone i love to see me like that.
but id rather you be depressed and artistic than really manic and irrational.
and its not my fault really, you care about people when youre down but when your up you dont really care so i hate you for it. but what if i yell at you? it doesnt make you feel bad so whats the point?
and when youre sitting on the couch drinking and crying, i could make you feel bad then but then again its not like i want you to suceed at overdosing like you almost did after karen was born.
she hates you for that and you know it
i hate feeling sorry for myself. if ud just call when u said uw ould. if ud stop leaving me places. if ud be sincere, i wouldnt do this. i wouldnt hate you, if u didnt make me believe u when u said "im fine, im not manic, just because ur mother says...
dont u blame it on her again
u did put her through a lot and even though shes the most selfish person i kno doesnt mean u should be so mean
and stop calling her boyfriend gay