Jul 29, 2004 19:06
"Kinda is completely, minus a lil bit"- Amanda Dale Poteet
Is that you Amanda? was the question of the day. A familier voice spoke these words and made me so happy and sad at the same time. It was a voice I hadnt heard in a while but stillit rang true to be James. OH how i had missed him. But of course i hadnt realized it until now. I jus wanted to cry. He said he didnt know if it was me seems as though I have changed a bit...you will know more of that soon but jus seeing his face made my world come alive for a moment. He said he would come to see me at work tonight, it was like old times for a moment and as he drove away I wondered where all of this was goin and tonight I will see
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OK so I quite mammoth cave it was really crappy so I was like "WHATEVEA" and split. Only after giveing my manager the most brutal cussing she had ever had....and let me tell this women was hard to break but i did it I left her office smiling as she was crying. It was wonderful.
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I have fallen into a hole...(seems to be an epidemic for amanda's this month) but unlike the other's situations or holes my appears to be pink?!?!
Yea I said it a pink hole, and huge hot pink hole I cant climb out of. I need help quick. at first it started with a really cute pair of cheap knock off heels I found at wal-mart which were of course hot pink, then a tank top then a black pok-a-dot skirt then a tommy hilfiger shirt then black heels then tan pants and all of a sudden before I knew it I was wearing heels with bluejeans and painting my toenails pink. there has to be a stop to this I havent been to the farm in like 2 weeks I went fishin and it jus didnt feel right in heels. I have to stop my self before I die. But I think this is all becasue I have lost sum weight and got my hair cut and have came into alot of money and i dunno I mean I still love hank and am still getting my tattoo but damn I really think I love this...lol....i hope this isnt a new me...I cant handle another change.
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I work. At a hotel as a night clerk. I watch movies all night. I miss everyone so much I cant wait till school starts I jus know this year is goin to be amazing I am more than ready to start my life the outlook is good. the sun is shining and I am young, and noone is goin to shuck my corn...lol...inside sorry;) my abilities have been growing and I have learned alot about myself this summer and about what I can do and gifts that have been givin to me I understand and there is nuttin but growing for now on. no turing and hiding no backing down jus full on life. thank you so much grandma-teen.