wow things will never change
Well of course what kinda journal entry would this be if it didnt have sum sort of drama in it. As a freshman at western I have found that this has to be the worst soap opera I have ever seen....days of our lives- eat your heart out....general hospital- we spit on you....As wku turns- thats were its at....lol....any way thas enough...lol....
so today was a pretty good day...uneventful as usual but the night is always more active then the day anyway. SO my friends decide to make a small device which I wont conceal what its purpose, lets jus leave it as mere amusement for us poor college kids.....well lets jus say I have had to scale a fuckin hill, jump tracks, and get tangled in brush...yea I guess you could say it was usual...isnt that weird how that happens.
Well I do have a confession. As hard as it is for me to say...I long for the country again. I know I missed here but damn I listen by my window late at night when everyone is asleep and I long to hear the bugs hum at night....long to really see the stars. But instead I see a parking lot full of BMW'S and Escalades. I feel as though my heart is breaking and no amount of thread can repair the deep cuts the city has left on me. I long for big fires and tents in my yard...listening to Hank Williams Jr in my lawn chair and sip on a cold beer as I watch my friends stumble around. The smell of a fresh cut lawn. Hearin the thunder roll across the fields and hear my grandma say " Pitter ( pet name she calls me) didnt I tell you them cows had been walkin the fence row for way to long" (oh, when cows walk the fence row it means its gonna storm)...lol...and I laugh and drink sum sweet HOME MADE tea...not the fountain shit...lol...but I know that when I go home it will be hard to leave for next semester. But I must do what I can for my family...alot is dependin on me...keeping the family name; first to go to college; first to not get pregnant at a young age; I'm a big accomplishment in my family...I know that sounds bad but you know sum one has to be proud of me..lol..might as well be me..lol
well I guess I have been a bother with my wishful longing's so I think I might go to bed and dream of my brother and cousin and my friends back home....oh how things never change...
so today was a pretty good day...uneventful as usual but the night is always more active then the day anyway. SO my friends decide to make a small device which I wont conceal what its purpose, lets jus leave it as mere amusement for us poor college kids.....well lets jus say I have had to scale a fuckin hill, jump tracks, and get tangled in brush...yea I guess you could say it was usual...isnt that weird how that happens.
Well I do have a confession. As hard as it is for me to say...I long for the country again. I know I missed here but damn I listen by my window late at night when everyone is asleep and I long to hear the bugs hum at night....long to really see the stars. But instead I see a parking lot full of BMW'S and Escalades. I feel as though my heart is breaking and no amount of thread can repair the deep cuts the city has left on me. I long for big fires and tents in my yard...listening to Hank Williams Jr in my lawn chair and sip on a cold beer as I watch my friends stumble around. The smell of a fresh cut lawn. Hearin the thunder roll across the fields and hear my grandma say " Pitter ( pet name she calls me) didnt I tell you them cows had been walkin the fence row for way to long" (oh, when cows walk the fence row it means its gonna storm)...lol...and I laugh and drink sum sweet HOME MADE tea...not the fountain shit...lol...but I know that when I go home it will be hard to leave for next semester. But I must do what I can for my family...alot is dependin on me...keeping the family name; first to go to college; first to not get pregnant at a young age; I'm a big accomplishment in my family...I know that sounds bad but you know sum one has to be proud of me..lol..might as well be me..lol
well I guess I have been a bother with my wishful longing's so I think I might go to bed and dream of my brother and cousin and my friends back home....oh how things never change...