Script Log: Gakuto and Hiyoshi
Rating: PG
When: 19.11. evening after Gakuto#s post
Where: I guess near the courts
Summary: some little script fluff log-thing about a depressed gakuto and a hiyoshi who wants to help
Hiyoshi says he'll always play tennis with him
Gakuto is glad about that
Hiyoshi's a good kohai :D
Gakuto: *hugs piyo*
Hiyoshi: >>
Gakuto: sorry >.>
Hiyoshi: *straightens his shirt*...it's ok
Gakuto: ... yeah... still
Hiyoshi: ....*reaches over and tousles Gakutoto's hair*
Gakuto: *wince* .. mou
HIyoshi:..*Little smirk*
Gakuto: oO ... *sigh*
Hiyoshi: *crosses his arms over his chest* Heh
Gakuto: hm?... >.> ah just forget it
Hiyoshi: *nudges him*
Gakuto: *turns around to hiyo* hm? what?
Hiyoshi: Cheer up
Gakuto: how...
Hiyoshi: *shrugs* do something fun
Gakuto: I don't really feel like doing something fun... >.>
Hiyoshi: why not
Gakuto: don't you know that feeling when you just want to sit in a dark corner?
Hiyoshi: No
Gakuto: lucky you
Hiyoshi: *sits down next to him* Though i guess...it was a little like that...when I lost at Kantou back in Junior High
Gakuto: ... >.> yeah... that would be a reason to be depressed in a corner
Hiyoshi: Except the team wouldn't let me *nudges him*
Gakuto: uh... hmm... yes perhaps...
Hiyoshi: *crosses his legs under him* do you want to try meditating?
Gakuto: meditating? never tried that
Hiyoshi: there's a surprise *smirks* we can start out with some breathing exercises - I'll walk you through it
Gakuto: *nods* thank you
Hiyoshi: No problem - ready?
Gakuto: *nods* ready
Hiyoshi: All right. Now sit straight and take a deep breath, try to breath all the way down to your toes
Gakuto: *sits up and breathes deep though feels totally stupid*
Hiyoshi: Hold your breath to the count of three then exhale slowly, again all the way from your toes to your lungs
Gakuto: *frowns slightly but does as he was told*
Hiyoshi: now keep going like that - focus on each breath and feel the way it flows in and out, slow and easy
Gakuto: *does what he was told* *slowly calms down again*
Hiyoshi: *pleased* Now let go of the things that have been troubling you
Gakuto: *thinks of the things that has troubled him* *mostly it had something to do with Yuushi* *the breath became even slower, deeper*
Hiyoshi: Accept the things you can not change and let them go. Every time you breathe out imagine it carries away one of your troubles and problems
Gakuto: *suddenly the breath halted for a moment before it continued much more unsteady* *doesn't know if he even could ´really let go* *Doesn't even notice how a little tear runs down the cheek*
Hiyoshi: *frowns, torn for a moment then reaches over and wipes it away carefully* It's ok senpai, go back to focusing on your breathing. in....and out
Gakuto: *concentrates on the breathing again* *feels bad for not being able to do it right*
Hiyoshi: *rests a hand on Gakuto's back* relax senpai *rubs in a little circle*
Gakuto: *slowly breathes* *is strangely grateful for the hand on his back*
Hiyoshi: *matches Gakuto's breathing so he can orientate himself on it* There you go - want to try again?
Gakuto: *shakes his head slightly* I'm scared..... *whispers*
Hiyoshi: Of what?
Gakuto: ..I don#t know... of myself...
Hiyoshi: There's nothing to be scared of - I'm here with you senpai
Gakuto: *shakes his head* I... I can't just let go... I just can't
Hiyoshi: Ok...do you want to talk about it?
Gakuto: .... I... *shakes his head* I know I'm stupid but...
Hiyoshi: I'm not going to judge you senpai.
Gakuto: ... I'm scared... don't know what to do... Here on that damn Island I have too much time to actally think!
Hiyoshi: Thinking's not a bad thing senpai
Gakuto: but I get more scared every time I think about it.., I mean... I asked Marui how to flirt but... I'm too scared to actually do anything... I don't want to loose him and ... I really think he can't even like me that way......
Hiyoshi: Oshitari-senpai? *still petting slowly, not thinking much about it*
Gakuto: *slowly nodding* I know I should just forget it but.. I can't....
Hiyoshi: if you really want it - you should go for it
Gakuto: I can't ... even thought I asked Marui... I just... can't. Every time I see him I get scared and just don't dare to say anything...
Hiyoshi: I still don't get what you see in him but...do you really think he'd treat you differently if you tell him?
Gakuto: I could say the same about Kirihara... but.. I don't know. I don't really think so but I don't want to risk it...
Hiyoshi...he keeps things interesting.
Gakuto: see... and Yuushi is just the one who understands me the most...
Hiyoshi: Are you sure?
Gakuto: at least it was like this back in school... I wonder if that has changed... why?
Hiyoshi: You're not exactly giving anybody else a chance senpai
Gakuto: to understand me or what do you mean?
Hiyoshi: yeah *shrugs*
Gakuto: .... >.>
Hiyoshi: *rests his elbows on his knees* maybe if you don't want to risk it with him you should see if there is anybody else who might get you
Gakuto: ...who?
Hiyoshi: *shrugs again* I don't know senpai. You have to find that out for yourself - but sometimes it's somebody you never thought in a million years would get you
Gakuto: hmm... perhaps... you're right. Perhaps I can let go if I really try.
Hiyoshi: *nods* want to try again now?
Gakuto: no.. it's okay now I guess. Perhaps I still just needed to talk a bit. Thank you Piyo. You're a good friend after all
Hiyoshi: you're welcome
Gakuto: ^__^ *leans slightly against Hiyoshi*
Hiyoshi: *Blinks then looks mighty pleased with himself*
Gakuto: *closes eyes and almost falls asleep*
Hiyoshi: *watches the stars come out*
Gakuto: *moves slightly* *curls up agains Hiyoshi*
When: 19.11. evening after Gakuto#s post
Where: I guess near the courts
Summary: some little script fluff log-thing about a depressed gakuto and a hiyoshi who wants to help
Hiyoshi says he'll always play tennis with him
Gakuto is glad about that
Hiyoshi's a good kohai :D
Gakuto: *hugs piyo*
Hiyoshi: >>
Gakuto: sorry >.>
Hiyoshi: *straightens his shirt*...it's ok
Gakuto: ... yeah... still
Hiyoshi: ....*reaches over and tousles Gakutoto's hair*
Gakuto: *wince* .. mou
HIyoshi:..*Little smirk*
Gakuto: oO ... *sigh*
Hiyoshi: *crosses his arms over his chest* Heh
Gakuto: hm?... >.> ah just forget it
Hiyoshi: *nudges him*
Gakuto: *turns around to hiyo* hm? what?
Hiyoshi: Cheer up
Gakuto: how...
Hiyoshi: *shrugs* do something fun
Gakuto: I don't really feel like doing something fun... >.>
Hiyoshi: why not
Gakuto: don't you know that feeling when you just want to sit in a dark corner?
Hiyoshi: No
Gakuto: lucky you
Hiyoshi: *sits down next to him* Though i guess...it was a little like that...when I lost at Kantou back in Junior High
Gakuto: ... >.> yeah... that would be a reason to be depressed in a corner
Hiyoshi: Except the team wouldn't let me *nudges him*
Gakuto: uh... hmm... yes perhaps...
Hiyoshi: *crosses his legs under him* do you want to try meditating?
Gakuto: meditating? never tried that
Hiyoshi: there's a surprise *smirks* we can start out with some breathing exercises - I'll walk you through it
Gakuto: *nods* thank you
Hiyoshi: No problem - ready?
Gakuto: *nods* ready
Hiyoshi: All right. Now sit straight and take a deep breath, try to breath all the way down to your toes
Gakuto: *sits up and breathes deep though feels totally stupid*
Hiyoshi: Hold your breath to the count of three then exhale slowly, again all the way from your toes to your lungs
Gakuto: *frowns slightly but does as he was told*
Hiyoshi: now keep going like that - focus on each breath and feel the way it flows in and out, slow and easy
Gakuto: *does what he was told* *slowly calms down again*
Hiyoshi: *pleased* Now let go of the things that have been troubling you
Gakuto: *thinks of the things that has troubled him* *mostly it had something to do with Yuushi* *the breath became even slower, deeper*
Hiyoshi: Accept the things you can not change and let them go. Every time you breathe out imagine it carries away one of your troubles and problems
Gakuto: *suddenly the breath halted for a moment before it continued much more unsteady* *doesn't know if he even could ´really let go* *Doesn't even notice how a little tear runs down the cheek*
Hiyoshi: *frowns, torn for a moment then reaches over and wipes it away carefully* It's ok senpai, go back to focusing on your breathing. in....and out
Gakuto: *concentrates on the breathing again* *feels bad for not being able to do it right*
Hiyoshi: *rests a hand on Gakuto's back* relax senpai *rubs in a little circle*
Gakuto: *slowly breathes* *is strangely grateful for the hand on his back*
Hiyoshi: *matches Gakuto's breathing so he can orientate himself on it* There you go - want to try again?
Gakuto: *shakes his head slightly* I'm scared..... *whispers*
Hiyoshi: Of what?
Gakuto: ..I don#t know... of myself...
Hiyoshi: There's nothing to be scared of - I'm here with you senpai
Gakuto: *shakes his head* I... I can't just let go... I just can't
Hiyoshi: Ok...do you want to talk about it?
Gakuto: .... I... *shakes his head* I know I'm stupid but...
Hiyoshi: I'm not going to judge you senpai.
Gakuto: ... I'm scared... don't know what to do... Here on that damn Island I have too much time to actally think!
Hiyoshi: Thinking's not a bad thing senpai
Gakuto: but I get more scared every time I think about it.., I mean... I asked Marui how to flirt but... I'm too scared to actually do anything... I don't want to loose him and ... I really think he can't even like me that way......
Hiyoshi: Oshitari-senpai? *still petting slowly, not thinking much about it*
Gakuto: *slowly nodding* I know I should just forget it but.. I can't....
Hiyoshi: if you really want it - you should go for it
Gakuto: I can't ... even thought I asked Marui... I just... can't. Every time I see him I get scared and just don't dare to say anything...
Hiyoshi: I still don't get what you see in him but...do you really think he'd treat you differently if you tell him?
Gakuto: I could say the same about Kirihara... but.. I don't know. I don't really think so but I don't want to risk it...
Hiyoshi...he keeps things interesting.
Gakuto: see... and Yuushi is just the one who understands me the most...
Hiyoshi: Are you sure?
Gakuto: at least it was like this back in school... I wonder if that has changed... why?
Hiyoshi: You're not exactly giving anybody else a chance senpai
Gakuto: to understand me or what do you mean?
Hiyoshi: yeah *shrugs*
Gakuto: .... >.>
Hiyoshi: *rests his elbows on his knees* maybe if you don't want to risk it with him you should see if there is anybody else who might get you
Gakuto: ...who?
Hiyoshi: *shrugs again* I don't know senpai. You have to find that out for yourself - but sometimes it's somebody you never thought in a million years would get you
Gakuto: hmm... perhaps... you're right. Perhaps I can let go if I really try.
Hiyoshi: *nods* want to try again now?
Gakuto: no.. it's okay now I guess. Perhaps I still just needed to talk a bit. Thank you Piyo. You're a good friend after all
Hiyoshi: you're welcome
Gakuto: ^__^ *leans slightly against Hiyoshi*
Hiyoshi: *Blinks then looks mighty pleased with himself*
Gakuto: *closes eyes and almost falls asleep*
Hiyoshi: *watches the stars come out*
Gakuto: *moves slightly* *curls up agains Hiyoshi*