Nov 29, 2007 14:44
I think my (pretend) 'seasonal affective disorder' is starting to flare up. I've never been tested, but I feel emotionally retarded and it seems to coincide with the weather. THE LIGHTS AREN'T ON.
My mother refused to test me for ADD/ADHD when I was a younger because she didn't want me to 'use it as an excuse to get away with doing poorly'. So instead, I suffered through school and hated myself for being a failure.
It all made sense when my mother explained this to me when I was seventeen.
She also informed me that my sister and I were baptized Catholic so that we would 'fit in' at our Catholic School (kindergarten through fourth/fifth). I was, however, confused as to why the shenanigan continued well after we attended public schools. OOPS TO CHOOSING A RELIGION BASED ON NOTHING.
Oops to choosing 'Felicity' as my Confirmation name.
And marrying a lady-friend.
YES!
the blob