so i feel like typing...
welll umm idk why im updating this probaly cuz no one is online and cuz no one is on myspace either soo yeaa im down to this. I havent updated in over a month and i realized i really should keep a journal but maybe not online cuz i dont really need people actually seeing what i write but i was checkin my xanga and all the jokes and things that happened i was like omg i remember that but now i dont remember much so i think im gonna start keeping one again lol...maybe. So anywayz october was pretty good...my bday..kelly clarkson at MSG with errin and that day we visit melindaaa at FIT so that was cool. I went to a few haunted houses...they were definitly fun!...im still deathly afraid of chainsaws to the max!! Halloween was good...i went to a party the friday night before halloween with alana at post that was interesting...i was a bunny!!...IM IN LOVE WITH JAMES LAFFERTY<33...haha seriously if i could marry him i would!!..and everyones invited to the wedding lol. So now november...it been okayy. School is kinda annoyin and whatever its just school. theres been some annoying crap goin on..its kinda pissing me off but whatever-hopefully it will just go away..cuz im not one for confrontation...at least not with people i actually care about. but everything has definitly gotten alot better since the middle of the summer...anyways moving on...forkage is still going strong theres always a someone new to get..i looove it...tonight was definitly a good one lol. amanda came home recently to visit from albany that was cool...but jorge is still there that is sad..and josh is at stonybrook...and yeaa havent seen them in awhileee!...and i miss everyone else tooo!!...cant wait for christmas....okayy its late i think i will just end this lol..goodnite<33