wishing for another day instead of today
Got a letter. Everything is good...too good sometimes. It's almost scary how serious he is in talking about future stuff. He still has 10 months left...granted I respond to that stuff rather than ignoring it, but what else can you do?
Sometimes I wish I could call him. So..what exactly do you mean by this? He keeps saying he wants to come up here "pretty quick" after he gets back. THen today he even said he'd fly straight here if he could...so how quick is "pretty quick?" I know more than a week...but seriously, how long do I have to wait? I know...I'm gunna have to wait another 10 months to find out how MUCH LONGER I have to wait.
Then he mentioned thinking he doesn't want to put off having a family like we've sorta talked about for pursuing an education.....so....we're not waiting the estimated 4 or 5 years?...The prospect of being a mom before 25 scares me since I have long convinced myself it wasn't going to happen with him and I.
I love his pictures though. He's in this swampy/foresty area. I just wish I was there beside him posing. He looks so alone on the bridge...:)
Sometimes I wish I could call him. So..what exactly do you mean by this? He keeps saying he wants to come up here "pretty quick" after he gets back. THen today he even said he'd fly straight here if he could...so how quick is "pretty quick?" I know more than a week...but seriously, how long do I have to wait? I know...I'm gunna have to wait another 10 months to find out how MUCH LONGER I have to wait.
Then he mentioned thinking he doesn't want to put off having a family like we've sorta talked about for pursuing an education.....so....we're not waiting the estimated 4 or 5 years?...The prospect of being a mom before 25 scares me since I have long convinced myself it wasn't going to happen with him and I.
I love his pictures though. He's in this swampy/foresty area. I just wish I was there beside him posing. He looks so alone on the bridge...:)