hmmm
So Luke called me again and we went with 2 of his rommates to see the new 007 movie. I was hoping and people were expecting us (my roommates), to end up holding hands...
Well we didn't. Movie was wierd. Way too much action for me.
We drive home and he walks me to my stairs/doorstep with his roommates wiating in the car nearby (perhaps why it went the way it did?)
"Hopefully the roommates weren't too awkward"
" *laughs* No they made it fun"
(They both opened his and my doors like chuffuers it was funny).
"Well thanks for comin". And he gives me a very faint hug...I feel like I hugged him a little tighter than what he did.
...but he didn't say anythign like "we'll have to get together again sometime." It was just a "bye"......maybe since he knows I go to basketball games with Cathy and sit by the band, he'll see me again soon? Here's where I'm just plain rusty. For a while was happy to swear off dating, but I really like this guy and would love to at least keep being friends. Anything more than that would be nice too, but looking at reality I doubt it. So, obviously, since he took over a month to call me back, calling him to just do something fun next week is a LITTLE soon. I tried my best to keep my hands in a somewhat open position (w/o ending up being embarassing)...but I dunno if there was any interest. Maybe he thinks we have nothing in common...somewhat true...we are different for the most part. But I like talking to him. He's funny. During the movie he kept making comments you'd think we were in his living room with his voice's volume. Haha.
Guys are so complicated, especially when there's no mutual friends that are willing to dig. A part of me wants to take a risk, ask him to hang out before Christmas, and then just say something. If he doesn't feel that way, well fine, we never see eachother anyways much. But what if that changes.....arg.
Well we didn't. Movie was wierd. Way too much action for me.
We drive home and he walks me to my stairs/doorstep with his roommates wiating in the car nearby (perhaps why it went the way it did?)
"Hopefully the roommates weren't too awkward"
" *laughs* No they made it fun"
(They both opened his and my doors like chuffuers it was funny).
"Well thanks for comin". And he gives me a very faint hug...I feel like I hugged him a little tighter than what he did.
...but he didn't say anythign like "we'll have to get together again sometime." It was just a "bye"......maybe since he knows I go to basketball games with Cathy and sit by the band, he'll see me again soon? Here's where I'm just plain rusty. For a while was happy to swear off dating, but I really like this guy and would love to at least keep being friends. Anything more than that would be nice too, but looking at reality I doubt it. So, obviously, since he took over a month to call me back, calling him to just do something fun next week is a LITTLE soon. I tried my best to keep my hands in a somewhat open position (w/o ending up being embarassing)...but I dunno if there was any interest. Maybe he thinks we have nothing in common...somewhat true...we are different for the most part. But I like talking to him. He's funny. During the movie he kept making comments you'd think we were in his living room with his voice's volume. Haha.
Guys are so complicated, especially when there's no mutual friends that are willing to dig. A part of me wants to take a risk, ask him to hang out before Christmas, and then just say something. If he doesn't feel that way, well fine, we never see eachother anyways much. But what if that changes.....arg.