happy post
My sister Krystal called me while at work tonight and told me her younger (my older) sister Jenae is FINALLY at the hospital in labor. So...sometime in the next few hours I'll have brand new nephew.
I think it has to deal with my major that I love little kids. Also perhaps i just look forward to the day wen I have my own. Its pretty bad, sometimes I think I feel baby hungry...and there's not a dang thing I could do about it. ha! Maybe part of it worsens knowing Mark has a fear of holding babies...mom says that goes away once the doctor puts them in your hands. But its hard to come to grips witht he fact that Mark and I may get married quick when he gets back but kids are a whole nother story.
Speaking of....compared to last weeks rushed email this week's included him randomly reminiscing..hehe.
Sorry to hear this last week has been rough for you. Don't worry, the semester is coming to a semi-quick end! It'll be Christmas time again soon, brings back a lot of memories. Like when I ate over at your grand-parents and your WHOLE family(well, a lot of people anyways) were there. Was a bit on a nervous side to say the least =P. I remember that I was gonna walk home(I really was, I love walking/running at night), so you walked me outside. You're Dad came out to see if I needed a ride. I think you were worried that I thought he was checking on us to see if we were doin anything, but I wasn't! Good times. Anyways, getting side tracked - December/January just brings about a lot of memories of us. Its not even the end of October but we're almost there! .
Its always fun to lok back and hear memories from his perspective...we've had some funny times realizing how differently we experienced things...like our first kiss...haha. I'm still praying for a Christmas day phone call but he hasn't mentioned it since summer....we'll see.