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hey ppl-
I have so much pent up stress and nervous energy that needs to be used up... but since I sprained my damn foot and had the genius idea of jumping up and down in frustration... I'm pretty much out of luck. I really miss the days when I could call up my best friend and she'd drive over and pick me up no matter what. We'd just drive around, maybe stop at IHOP. It was relaxing. Blast some music in her car. Rant about it all. I don't have any friends like that now. I have Zech, but he unfortunately doesn't drive.
I need 700 dollars in the next 5 days if I want to go to school this fall.
I've saved nearly every penny I've made for months, and I still don't have enough.
I am tired of failing. I am tired of doing nothing with my life. I am tired of standing still while everyone around me succeeds. I'm tired of proving everyone that ever thought I'd fail right.
It's like I'm stuck in this quicksand of poverty and I just. can't. get. out.
What a freakin' ridiculous situation.
well, bye for now-:-D
I have so much pent up stress and nervous energy that needs to be used up... but since I sprained my damn foot and had the genius idea of jumping up and down in frustration... I'm pretty much out of luck. I really miss the days when I could call up my best friend and she'd drive over and pick me up no matter what. We'd just drive around, maybe stop at IHOP. It was relaxing. Blast some music in her car. Rant about it all. I don't have any friends like that now. I have Zech, but he unfortunately doesn't drive.
I need 700 dollars in the next 5 days if I want to go to school this fall.
I've saved nearly every penny I've made for months, and I still don't have enough.
I am tired of failing. I am tired of doing nothing with my life. I am tired of standing still while everyone around me succeeds. I'm tired of proving everyone that ever thought I'd fail right.
It's like I'm stuck in this quicksand of poverty and I just. can't. get. out.
What a freakin' ridiculous situation.
well, bye for now-:-D