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Geez, it's like a couple of steps forward then a step back at the moment. I've gotten spooked by the recent aftershocks, just when I was starting to relax just a little (by not wearing a bra to sleep for the first time since Saturday or dreaming about earthquakes). Gosh darn it!
I was totes a motherfucking adult this morning tho! I went and got our dearest Algy a warrant this morning all by myself, for the first time! Granted, I did put on my I-am-a-helpless-female-act/my bambi eyes which I'm not too proud off but he passed, thank goodness! I sort of felt like an anxious mother watching him getting checked out and being raised up on a platform and all I could think was "Shit, there better not be an aftershock right now!"
Also, I'm going back into work tomorrow morning (for the first time in a week). Because we are in a foodcourt and the foodcourt has to be open pretty much every single day of the year, we aren't being forced to open as such just very strongly advised to open. But I know it's going to be a total waste of time and my nerves are going to be shot to hell. Apparently though, the building is very goodly reinforced, so that's somewhat comforting but that building shakes when there aren't aftershocks and cos I will be waiting for them I'm going to be tense. Also my brain feels like it is all over the place so I don't know how much sense I am going to make when I speak to other people but to be honest I never really make that much sense ^_^
Muffin Break has alledgely been quite busy, but all the rest of the foodcourt hasn't been. My boss did ask me how I feel about going back to work and I must admit I am nervous but I can't really do anything about that, just kind of get on with it.
I feel like I am in a sort of limbo, teetering on the edge of an emotional melt down and holding onto my sanity by a thread. Being able to properly shower and drink water from the taps has helped some tho. We've stocked up on chips and chocolate so comfort eating for the win!
The other night I had to have a wee giggle tho, I was lying in bed drifting off to sleep and I had a little fart that shook the bed and I promtly started to freak out! Lol, my ladylikeness astounds me ^_^
I was totes a motherfucking adult this morning tho! I went and got our dearest Algy a warrant this morning all by myself, for the first time! Granted, I did put on my I-am-a-helpless-female-act/my bambi eyes which I'm not too proud off but he passed, thank goodness! I sort of felt like an anxious mother watching him getting checked out and being raised up on a platform and all I could think was "Shit, there better not be an aftershock right now!"
Also, I'm going back into work tomorrow morning (for the first time in a week). Because we are in a foodcourt and the foodcourt has to be open pretty much every single day of the year, we aren't being forced to open as such just very strongly advised to open. But I know it's going to be a total waste of time and my nerves are going to be shot to hell. Apparently though, the building is very goodly reinforced, so that's somewhat comforting but that building shakes when there aren't aftershocks and cos I will be waiting for them I'm going to be tense. Also my brain feels like it is all over the place so I don't know how much sense I am going to make when I speak to other people but to be honest I never really make that much sense ^_^
Muffin Break has alledgely been quite busy, but all the rest of the foodcourt hasn't been. My boss did ask me how I feel about going back to work and I must admit I am nervous but I can't really do anything about that, just kind of get on with it.
I feel like I am in a sort of limbo, teetering on the edge of an emotional melt down and holding onto my sanity by a thread. Being able to properly shower and drink water from the taps has helped some tho. We've stocked up on chips and chocolate so comfort eating for the win!
The other night I had to have a wee giggle tho, I was lying in bed drifting off to sleep and I had a little fart that shook the bed and I promtly started to freak out! Lol, my ladylikeness astounds me ^_^