Sep 23, 2005 22:26
holaaa im back.
so school. yeah this year is kinda shitty. people are even more gay. i didnt think that was possible last year. but im wrong i guess. i realized im very unorganized. which leads to forgetting things like studying and losing things such as shit i have to hand in. which eventually leads to crazyness. yeah ummmm
and thats what i meant by me going freakin crazy. so thats that.
in other cases, i have come to the conclusion that im not stable when it comes to guys. ?? . i guess that made sense. but anyway, i go for the guys that i know are not really what im looking for. and for some reason if they flirt and all that, i pursue it. and then we end up going out. haha. thats when i realize that im a dumbass. yeah so . for now on. im gonna be more careful. or at least i think i will be.
this entry totally sucks. maybe its cause ive been in JAIL for the past month and its mayhem. ive gotten in big troubleee.
time to go read.
goodnight everyone