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though others have helped to fuck me up...
i believe that i am really the one to blame for all of my emotional problems.
i mean, i do things that i should feel bad about, but don't.
and don't do things that i shouldn't feel bad about, but do.
i'm just so fucked up.
it's like...
i don't even know.
i just know that i'm so stubborn, but really shouldn't be.
i should just accept the help that comes to me, instead of fighting it.
damn my pride.
but at least... i have dreams.
and dreams can heal the world.
or break your heart.
i believe that i am really the one to blame for all of my emotional problems.
i mean, i do things that i should feel bad about, but don't.
and don't do things that i shouldn't feel bad about, but do.
i'm just so fucked up.
it's like...
i don't even know.
i just know that i'm so stubborn, but really shouldn't be.
i should just accept the help that comes to me, instead of fighting it.
damn my pride.
but at least... i have dreams.
and dreams can heal the world.
or break your heart.