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[potash416]

so today was the most relaxing day i've had in a long time. i sat around this morning and ate some poptarts (brown sugar and cinnamon, drank a gatorade, and watched underworld. great movie. then this afternoon i made some ramen (chicken) and made some orange julius and watched absolutely fabulous which is one of my favorite shows. then tonight brittani came over and it was the best time i've had in a long time. i'm so glad she came over tonight. i know i just saw her last night but it seemed like forever. we watched twisted. it was pretty good. and then we just layed around and then fireworks started going off because of the end of summer fest at the park, so we pulled the blinds up and sat there and watched them. it was awesome. her haircut looks amazing. she looked so beautiful tonight. i wish she didn't have to leave tonight. the best part of my week is when i get to see her. and the best part about seeing is when we lay around. it's so cool because it's just us. i love to put my arms around her and just feel her breathe. i love to pull her close and take and deep breathe and just take in the smell of her hair. (that might sounds weird to some people but she smells really good). i love to rub her neck or shoulders or back, feeling evey each of her soft skin. she is the most amazing person in my life. i thought i had a pretty good idea of what love was before i met her, i was very wrong. it's much much more than i thought it was. love is when you're with someone nothings else matters or seems to be there. love is when you're not with that person or haven't seen them in a while you feel empty and imcomplete. love is when you see someone and it feels like everything that was worry you or bothering you at the time disppears and all you can see or think about or care about is her. i am one of the lucky few who get to expiernce love. and i thank the person that i'm in love with for giving me these feelings. briitani, i know i've told you before but, you are the most beautiful, amaing, funny, smart, most fun person. i love you with all my heart and hope that you and i are together for a long time. i am so thankful for the time that we spend together and live for the next time i get to see you. you are amazing. nothing else in the world means more to me than you. all i need is you. thank you for being the greatest girlfriend possible. thank you for always being there for me. and thank you for letting me love you with all my heart. i love you so much and will love you forever.

p.s. i couldn't think of a qoute good enough to express my feelings tonight.