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I lay in bed with my eyes closed tight every night, at least for a few minutes. It usually doesn’t last very long. Thoughts and ideas shoot back and forth from thought to thought sometimes maintaining some productive thought then losing it to a stream of unconscious thought, and when put together make no sense and only seem to dwindle. I sat up in bed and and when opened my eyes realizing that my days would not end that way and will always remain prolonged. I should have taken the time to realize how I should have appreciated those days put to rest.