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Past catching up, when this happens good dreams are really nightmares, they make you realize how good things were and remind you of your actions. When I day dream the past I see how there was no such thing as foreign soil when with you, when I day dream the future I see only that, cold and foreign places. Empty beds and forgotten moments, goods deeds over shadowed by bad, and how there will never be a taste like that. Sorry is just a word at some points, those are the times we are truly sorry. The guilt then prisons us and we pay for our actions.