sweet jesus

[postmanjohn]

wow i have never been so tired in my life... i feel like i am fighting ww2 but with my body and muscles fighting my brain... i tell myself i need to do it but my muscles are beggining to give out and its getting hard.... this is what goes on. show up to practice stretch and then we run..... then we practice doing hard and fast stuff and then time goes and now we are at the end of practice muscles are dead, minds are starting to make mistakes and its time for more running.... and thats one practice.... then its home take a nao and go back and redo the whole damn thing... and then you think well once friday hits i get 2 days of rest sat and sunday to let my body heal.... o no ofcourse not letting us heal that isnt right! we have practice sat just like a normal day.... and then if this isnt bad enough we have to somehow work out at the end of practice.... its not possible. so now here i am sitting here thinking how do i survive.

On top of all this i miss stacey so much... she means so much to be and just provides me with that extra push that makes me want to be better then everyone else. amd at this point i dont care how tired i am cause.. stacey you are so important to me and i could do anything to be with you. i love just talking to her it makes me feel so much better and then when i come online and i read her away msgs they just make me feel so much better. anyway i am out to football to go run so more then ill be home... after trying to workout ofcourse....lates everyone!!

I love you stacey!!!!