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so she lied. she does have a new boyfriend, named 'matthew' not matt. she called me jeffrey when she told me. she cant call me jeffrey anymore it gives me a false sense of security. the things i think of when i think of her with a new boy. i dont know how i could even touch another girl if she jumped on me. but shes jumped on him im sure. i feel worse than i have in a while, probably ever. the girl i love is gone. FUCKING GONE AND IM ALONE