Dec 31, 2007 00:29
i didnt go on the internet for a long time til today.
but i didnt go on facebook or look at any livejournals or see any away messages, just posted in this.
theres probably only 4 people that might read this
and probably not everyone will.
so who am i talking to?
i really dont expect too much these days.
i just try to pass the time being with friends
and somehow enjoy myself and life,
or try to be productive and motivated.
im trying and ill do what i have to do but its not the same.
this must be shitty reading this, if you happen to be,
dont feel bad to just stop reading it.
this has just been a very disheartening, to say the least, awful 'vacation'
im sure many would agree, but i agree very strongly.
its new years eve. it was supposed to snow alot. my mom says we can get kelsey a new pup friend. i wana get tickets for cat power. i want to leave the continent. i want to write a great song. i want to be the best person i can make myself be. all these sentences are fucking roads and you know where this car is headed.
its new years eve, and i wonder where the hell is she? who is gona be her first kiss in 2008? why doesnt she want to see me? who the fuck is 'matthew'? do i even have the right to ask that? i cant imagine what fun and with who she'll have it with tonight.
kerry mcdonald, if you read this you should call me it would be nice
the clouds were fucking beautiful today
i got a blonde redhead cd and its sick.
new years resolutions
1)write a beautiful album
2)love
3)make things better
4)travel the US
idk what else at the moment-