Empty.
I'm beginning to feel like I shouldn't have said anything.
At all.
Thank god my Harry Potter supply is not running low.
It's so much easier to forget things when I'm more concerned about Harry than I am what I'm going to do about not being able to do anything.
At all.
At least I won't feel as though my entire easter break went to waste.
But for I think the first time, the rain has done nothing to settle my mind or help me in sleeping.
On the contrary, it's more a way of saying "this is what you get" and pattering loudly amongst the pavement out front.
This morning I awoke at 7 to find the sunlight beaming through the curtains on to my eyelids....and I instantly got the feeling that I would, at some point in the day, want the feeling of having Evan back.
I did.
And I'm not even sure what I thought about it.
At all.
Thank god my Harry Potter supply is not running low.
It's so much easier to forget things when I'm more concerned about Harry than I am what I'm going to do about not being able to do anything.
At all.
At least I won't feel as though my entire easter break went to waste.
But for I think the first time, the rain has done nothing to settle my mind or help me in sleeping.
On the contrary, it's more a way of saying "this is what you get" and pattering loudly amongst the pavement out front.
This morning I awoke at 7 to find the sunlight beaming through the curtains on to my eyelids....and I instantly got the feeling that I would, at some point in the day, want the feeling of having Evan back.
I did.
And I'm not even sure what I thought about it.