Apr 04, 2006 19:16
Livejournal! Aren't you EXCITED?♥
I'll take what you give me. Please know that I'm learning
So wait for me this time
I should've know better
I shouldn't have wasted those days
And afternoons and mornings
I threw them all away
Now this is my time
I've come to the conclusion that I'm only sad about Evan because he's one of those people that I thought I adored everything about, but it turns out I didn't know anything about. And I think that makes me pissed because I REALISE I was ridiculous.
So I'm not so much heartbroken, as I am slightly ashamed and just trying to prevent this from ever happening again.
But it will.
And I think I'm okay with that.
But still. We can't make out. I remain sick.
Love, Abby.