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♠ So...I don't think I've ever been this into a fandom before, not even during HP. It's kinda weird, after not really being into any single fandom for so long, but I like the feeling. Like, I like that being so involved in this fandom makes me want to do things like picspams and edits for other people (and while I was pretty involved in lolitics, I definitely didn't get to this level). Sadly I actually am a nice person; I just try not to be because as we all know, nice people never win, and fuck that.
♣ I can't decide which CL match to watch tomorrow. I had originally planned to put Dortmund vs Arsenal on in the background because, well, I want to see how Dortmund does, lol, but now I can't decide between that or Chelsea vs Leverkusen. Mainly because my new favourite is André Schürrle (yeah, lol, I kinda want his trikot now instead of little Mario's XD;;; Why does the number of trikots I want keep growing? I am not made of money! :().
Which, btw...WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME BEFORE ABOUT THE BEAUTIFUL BROMANCE BETWEEN ANDRÉ AND LEWIS HOLTBY?!?! Or maybe I should be saying...HOW DID I ENABLE MYSELF INTO A BROMANCE THAT'S EVEN MORE RARE THAN MY OTB. Why can't I like a popular bromance like Schweinski or even Schweinez? Why do I have to like the ones for which little to no fannish material is produced??? Not to mention, ones with so much potential for angst??? Though I do love how much canon stuff the boys give us XD I don't even want to tinhat but gdi they are not helping me. XD;;;
♦ I can never become a ~real tumblr girl because...I kinda don't get the point of edits. I'd much rather have the original HQ picture than a smaller version that's been photoshopped to hell and back. If I wanted to see the picture with more intense colours...I can do it myself in photoshop. (I'm not even knocking the skill needed for edits, because I make graphics myself sometimes and I know how each different layer changes the image subtly and how many different layers it can take to get the right effect. I mean, some of my icons even get four or five layers of modification, and larger graphics I make tend to get eight or nine layers of modifications at least, so.) It doesn't help that I pretty much never like what's ~in at the moment when it comes to graphics, so. XD (lol, why are my tastes nearly never mainstream??? Annoying. :P Also, people who make edits with pain-inducing colouring...why???)
But at least I've figured out why I was uploading icons like ten times. It turns out that my settings in photoshop were causing my graphics to look differently in non-.psd formats than they do in photoshop. But now that I've fixed it...at least that shouldn't be an issue anymore orz.
♥ A bit late, but 中秋快樂～～～ I really hate that I live in a part of town from which it is not possible to see the moon...and I don't really like to walk around outside after dark here, which yeah. :||| Food-lover me did eat a whole mooncake, though, and almost half a pummelo.
It's not yet been two years since I found the courage to go onto the path of becoming the person I have always wanted to be, but every single moment, I am grateful that I have. I am a better person in every single way because of it.
♣ I can't decide which CL match to watch tomorrow. I had originally planned to put Dortmund vs Arsenal on in the background because, well, I want to see how Dortmund does, lol, but now I can't decide between that or Chelsea vs Leverkusen. Mainly because my new favourite is André Schürrle (yeah, lol, I kinda want his trikot now instead of little Mario's XD;;; Why does the number of trikots I want keep growing? I am not made of money! :().
Which, btw...WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME BEFORE ABOUT THE BEAUTIFUL BROMANCE BETWEEN ANDRÉ AND LEWIS HOLTBY?!?! Or maybe I should be saying...HOW DID I ENABLE MYSELF INTO A BROMANCE THAT'S EVEN MORE RARE THAN MY OTB. Why can't I like a popular bromance like Schweinski or even Schweinez? Why do I have to like the ones for which little to no fannish material is produced??? Not to mention, ones with so much potential for angst??? Though I do love how much canon stuff the boys give us XD I don't even want to tinhat but gdi they are not helping me. XD;;;
♦ I can never become a ~real tumblr girl because...I kinda don't get the point of edits. I'd much rather have the original HQ picture than a smaller version that's been photoshopped to hell and back. If I wanted to see the picture with more intense colours...I can do it myself in photoshop. (I'm not even knocking the skill needed for edits, because I make graphics myself sometimes and I know how each different layer changes the image subtly and how many different layers it can take to get the right effect. I mean, some of my icons even get four or five layers of modification, and larger graphics I make tend to get eight or nine layers of modifications at least, so.) It doesn't help that I pretty much never like what's ~in at the moment when it comes to graphics, so. XD (lol, why are my tastes nearly never mainstream??? Annoying. :P Also, people who make edits with pain-inducing colouring...why???)
But at least I've figured out why I was uploading icons like ten times. It turns out that my settings in photoshop were causing my graphics to look differently in non-.psd formats than they do in photoshop. But now that I've fixed it...at least that shouldn't be an issue anymore orz.
♥ A bit late, but 中秋快樂～～～ I really hate that I live in a part of town from which it is not possible to see the moon...and I don't really like to walk around outside after dark here, which yeah. :||| Food-lover me did eat a whole mooncake, though, and almost half a pummelo.
It's not yet been two years since I found the courage to go onto the path of becoming the person I have always wanted to be, but every single moment, I am grateful that I have. I am a better person in every single way because of it.