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Yesterday I decided to make myself busy after looking at the mess in my room. Azim, my sister my roommate, is back in her campus so now I am all alone in the room, and I have more freedom with things. I found Smashing Pumpkin's Adore CD after rummaging the unusable computer games CD and I'm listening to it repeatedly. It's probably the only CD that's able to make me feel extremely leathargic in emotions.
It took me two huge boxes to get rid of the Form 4 books and other empty logbooks that I didn't even bother to write in! I found a small notebook that was like 3 years old, and but there's only one poem written in it, and I am so happy that I improved from that monstrosity. I rearranged all the zines and doujinshis in the box, and the photos in the small box. I took out all the files that I used in Jasin, and decided to dispose almost all of the paperworks that I did there, and probably I won't refer to them back (I sure didn't for my final exam this year). It's as thick as an encyclopedia! That's scary.
I found the letter that Aida wrote to me, a letter that was supposed to be for my mum, and a few other drafts written. And then it striked me how that I never loved that place, because now I don't even bother to remember anything, and a lot of faces and names have disappeared away. And eventhough it was four months ago since I left that place, I have quickly accept it like it happened years ago. And I am content with that.
The book list is ready, and now it's just for a trip to the bookstore and me getting the Form 5 books! Weehee! I can't believe it will be my last year. & now I'm off to watch Eternal Sunshine :)