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1st of August has got to be H.'s glory day, but probably the answer won't. But I have not approached him yet; I am lacking confidence in having a talk straight to the person's eye. But I know, it's better for me to stay with what we have now rather than having me lying to him the whole period soon. Yeah, Patrick convinced me that he is a loyal person, since Standard 6? That's like 4 years. but I won't be loyal to him. & I don't want to hurt him like that. I don't want to make him feel more angry with himself by letting me make him a fool out of himself, and at the same time I don't want to feel this kind of regret. & I already saw the hints all the time while we're in class, and if I do happen to like him, I would ask him first. But then, there's nothing much that just friends, H.
So, H., I'm sorry, but I'll tell you that by this decision, there's a good guarantee coming with it. Hey, o-rang minyak! :]
Academic-wise: 13 subjects and let's see how I can handle this. The extras are: Tasawwur Islam, English Literature (_ajisai, I remembered you used to go for this class's tuition or something, right?), and Accounts, since my mother said I can catch up with that. So, pray for me for 13 A1s, yow.
My tuition class with Mrs Dhillion has got to be the best nights ever. William, or his new name: Willy Wonky, was scary tonight. He gave Patrick kisses and stares that made Patrick felt uncomfortable until he was red in face.
Tomorrow I'm going to buy a newwww watch!
I'd like to meet Yasmin Ahmad and talk about multi-racial love and Iceland.