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I think I wasted half of my fifteenth year, and it's not even funny. I wasted it by knowing my flaws in unpleasant ways, in ways I don't even bother to say thank you to, and it's not even funny.
I've been rude to people this week, I'm sorry. I'm not in a good mood at times, and probably mixed up feelings for other people with another. I feel bad, but one thing and another follows: I find it hard to apologize.
Probably this is as a follow-through following my lack of social skills, and yet, I do apologize, and I was honest, and yet sometimes I wonder whether the way I was doing it was convincing, or lacks the hint of truth. You know.
On a happier note, dates and plans and forms:
+ THIS FRIDAY : THE INTERACT BOD MEMBERS OF 2005/06 REVEALED
+ FRIDAY NITE : Star Wars 3 : Revenge Of The Sith at Starlight Cinemas.
+ WEEKEND : Cheer 2005 with Aida & Azim. Yay. Let's see those cheerleaders with deep voices (and the boys team, wonder will they have it this year?)
+ SATURDAY : My neighbour's birthday. Bad news is that she'll be inviting Ariana and her cronies.
+ WEEKEND : The TV3 camp in Lenggong, Perak. But, no, I would not like to be under Kak Ain's control.
+ WEEKEND : Go to One Utama.
+ SOMETIME SOON : Buy that cute sewing machine at Smart Shop.
The soundtrack of Loveless (an anime. A shounen-ai anime to be exact! Bohaha) is what I've been listening to all day. Well, and also Peter Pan and Sheila on 7. And cracking myself up with this.