the underbelly of the beast
I am trying to unravel top and bottom politics. Intimacy is a strange beast at times and as much as I've taken all this apart, I still can't quite understand it.
[I want to read more Foucault but I don't know how much empathizing more with queer males will help me anymore.]
Will someone write me of their experiences as tops and bottoms in hetero and queer relationships?
[I think a lot of my topping is affected aversely from a sexual queer pseudo-relationship I had from the age of 3 to the age of 12 whereby I was denied any power over giving touch [[could only give it if i was commanded to]].]
[I want to read more Foucault but I don't know how much empathizing more with queer males will help me anymore.]
Will someone write me of their experiences as tops and bottoms in hetero and queer relationships?
[I think a lot of my topping is affected aversely from a sexual queer pseudo-relationship I had from the age of 3 to the age of 12 whereby I was denied any power over giving touch [[could only give it if i was commanded to]].]