Nightime Reigns supreme

[postelectrixtar]

Everything seems to be happening around me
Whatever i participate in
no matter what my actions
i don't seem to exist
if i try to effect something
its like pushing on a string
when to get the object attached to the spring to move
you must pull on it

In everything i attempt to be successful at
I feel like everybody is accelerated around me
for no apparent reason
others are given opportunities
when i think it should be me

maybe this is selfish
but i don't think so
i want to know when i will get a chance