Dear Friends...
well, well, well. so we meet again.
i've been so crazy busy lately i haven't been doing anything extracurricular, and i DO consider this extracurricular as opposed to those people that are writing "today i got up at 7:58, pulled out my wedgie. hummmm..."
it's not that i have tons & tons to do, it's just that my schedule is so steady and there are only a few designated free spots that usually get filled with shopping or sporadic naps whenever/wherever. i don't even have summer to look forward to because i have to take classes this time. damn that florida summer school requirement.
anyway...what's new. hating my job now more than ever. i really can't pinpoint any reasons to stay other than to avoid the interview process. i drive an hour to and from and the pay/people aren't anything extraordinary, so why? why am i waisting my time? ----on a side note, every time i think of wasting time, or even using it wisely, i get this flashback of eighth grade. my english teacher had this big tattoo on his back that you could just barely see through his white and pastel colored button-up shirts. people asked him what it was, and he'd always change the subject, kinda brush it off until the last day. he finally told us it said "Carpe Diem" and explained what it meant. made a huge impact cause it's so true, and also cause i really wanted to see that steamy hot back underneath those crisp shirts..PONT IS: I need a new job. Somewhere I can feel like I'm using at least a quarter of my brain cause it's getting dusty here filing paperwork.
Also, someone may be planning to kill me here, so ya know, that could be a reason to leave too. Yesterday I had my back to my computer and I heard a plop! in my dr. pepper. When I turned around this girl was standing over it with these "caught masturbating in front of your mother" eyes. I had the "what the hell are you doing" eyes, and we both just held them for a second until she started laughing a nervous laugh. She said something in broken English and just kept saying sorry. When I looked down into the can there was a thumbtack swimming in there. A thumbtack! She went and bought me another drink, but what if i hadn't turned around? Ok.Obviously, you could kill a person easier with rat poison or something, but nevertheless, a thumbtack could do some serious damage! From now on I'll only be drinking LIDDED DRINKS.
I gotta do some work. I can't quit if I get fired.
<3, ms. ashleigh