Dear Friends...
Someone please kick me...hard.
How can one make the same stupid mistakes over and over, never learning that these are just stupid mistakes? That "one" is me. And the stupid mistake is giving my number out like free samples. I've had this problem for as long as I can remember. I'm not sure if it's a can't say no thing,or an honesty is the best policy thing, or a can't think up an excuse fast enough thing, or just plain dumb thing.
I went to go get dinner for my brother and I tonight and I was sitting at the bar waiting for it. This thuggish ruggish guy leans over and introduces himself. (I'm too nice.) Then he offers to buy me a drink, but I politely declined. (I'm too nice.) I did however notice his HOT friend. (Looked like the drummer from Blink 182.) So anyway I'm talking to the guy even though I know he's not my type already and I'm not interested.
To make a long story short, the guy I HAVE NO INTEREST IN WHATSOEVER has my phone number, knows which neighborhood I live in, knows where I went to high school, knows some of my friends, pretty much everything but my last name. What the fuck was I thinking? Seriously. I'm sitting there having a friendly conversation with this guy being totally naive, and he's probably thinking we're gonna have hot, hot, sex. Not to mention most of the people he knows that I know are freakin' criminals. He's like best friends with a damn coke dealer.
AHHHHH!!!!!! I'M SO STUPIDDDD!!!!!
Oh yeah, the Blink guy has a nine-year-old daughter.
ONCE AGAIN!!!! SOOOO STUPIDDD!!!!!
<3, me.