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How can I be this unhappy? The past couple weeks I've been feeling so shitty. I hate it because I have no reason for it. I have the most amazing boyfriend who loves me to death. And I love him just as much. I have super great friends who are there for me. Job's good. Car's good. Family's fine as usual. But no matter what, I'm just not happy. I keep getting anxiety over nothing. Sleeping's so difficult. I barely sleep and when I do I have horrible horrible dreams. I keep getting this weird feeling like a piece of me is missing. Nothing's missing. When I'm alone with Chris and like in one of our rooms or something is honestly the only time I'm happy anymore. I'm not sad or mad when I'm around my friends or anything. But things just don't feel the same. It's seriously getting to be too much. I can't keep crying. I don't like feeling like this and I just want it to end.