The Moon Shines Down On A Diseased World.
I just talked to an old friend. She pissed me off. She is ones of Jades friends.
She kinda gave me some shit about how Jade and I were only together for 2 months so she couldnt see how I could be so hurt over it. And when I replied "you win some, you lose some" She went and said "Yeah, you're the one that lost, Jade is the sweetest most beautiful girl Ive ever met" Yes, she definetly struck a chord in me on that sentence. How in the fuck is this bitch going to ask me how the fuck I could care about someone so much when we were only together for 2 months, and then say It was my loss? Who in the fuck does she think she is? Yes, I cared about Jade a lot. We connected quickly. She is beautiful. I did cry the day after she had one of our friends call me and break up with me for her. Now however, I couldnt care fucking less about her. My emotions for her have bled dry. If I never saw her again, Id be perfectly fine. It pisses me off so fucking bad to think of this bitch saying these things to me. Who does she think she is? She isnt shit. She knows nothing. Its because of stupid bullshit like this I cant wait to get the fuck out of here and leave all this drama behind. Everyone will be dead to me, With the exception of Family and close friends. In fact, I think im going to go on a block and delete spree on all my messengers in the very near future.
--untitied--
Someone more blind than a bat, trys to see and understand
see what no one else could see, and tries to draw a conclusion.
Shes trying to understand, shes trying to see the light,
but she cant, you couldnt even if you tried to, with all your fucking might.
Because you didnt live it, you didnt expierence it first hand
so shut the fuck up, and stop trying to understand
because im getting sick and tired of hearing that everythings all my fault
that im the one that threw it away, that im the one that lost
when in reality you're the one that crossed, that line of exhaust,
making me hate you without a second thought.
You basically played me in your game, I should have known better
I shouldnt have been that rebound, I wish never knew your name...existed.
She kinda gave me some shit about how Jade and I were only together for 2 months so she couldnt see how I could be so hurt over it. And when I replied "you win some, you lose some" She went and said "Yeah, you're the one that lost, Jade is the sweetest most beautiful girl Ive ever met" Yes, she definetly struck a chord in me on that sentence. How in the fuck is this bitch going to ask me how the fuck I could care about someone so much when we were only together for 2 months, and then say It was my loss? Who in the fuck does she think she is? Yes, I cared about Jade a lot. We connected quickly. She is beautiful. I did cry the day after she had one of our friends call me and break up with me for her. Now however, I couldnt care fucking less about her. My emotions for her have bled dry. If I never saw her again, Id be perfectly fine. It pisses me off so fucking bad to think of this bitch saying these things to me. Who does she think she is? She isnt shit. She knows nothing. Its because of stupid bullshit like this I cant wait to get the fuck out of here and leave all this drama behind. Everyone will be dead to me, With the exception of Family and close friends. In fact, I think im going to go on a block and delete spree on all my messengers in the very near future.
--untitied--
Someone more blind than a bat, trys to see and understand
see what no one else could see, and tries to draw a conclusion.
Shes trying to understand, shes trying to see the light,
but she cant, you couldnt even if you tried to, with all your fucking might.
Because you didnt live it, you didnt expierence it first hand
so shut the fuck up, and stop trying to understand
because im getting sick and tired of hearing that everythings all my fault
that im the one that threw it away, that im the one that lost
when in reality you're the one that crossed, that line of exhaust,
making me hate you without a second thought.
You basically played me in your game, I should have known better
I shouldnt have been that rebound, I wish never knew your name...existed.