May 07, 2006 13:16
I am nauseated. I barely slept this morning. (See I didn't even say last night, because my body doesn't want me to sleep at night anymore.) Another three hours marked for sleep. I'm volunteering tomorrow so hopefully I can get a full night's sleep tonight, or close to it.
I realized yesterday that I have an awful memory. I hardly remember anything that happens anymore. Everything is one big blur -- a teardrop here, a laugh there, some food over there.
Speaking of food, I've lost my appettite. I hardly eat anything anymore. :( IT'S SO SAD!! It's not that I don't eat on purpose, but I just don't want to eat it. Whenever I eat a couple bites, I feel full. No more food. WHAT THE EFF!
Today I feel like my body is going to crash and burn. Or eat itself from the inside out. What fun.