May 21, 2007 01:09
Sometimes we notice change, the passage of time. But mostly time passes us by without us really noticing. Kinda prooves the whole body in motion shows no effect of time passing....on a level. It seems to me 'this' time has passed me right past. Nothing to do with my impending birthday, which, believe me is upsetting me enough (well, what's upsetting me is that i can't find a Wii for love nor money)...the fact that something seems to have changed, in a personal relationship, and I have no idea what it is. It always feels like it is my fault...like I've done something, but i guess sometimes time just marches on, and the relationship, whatever it is, just mutates...its been said to me before that people are only friends with people that are useful to them, and when your 'job' is done, the relationship ends...
I'm not too sure if this is true or not, just a thought in my head. One of my close friends, Dan the Man that Can...is of no 'use' to me,...and we've just celebrated our 6 year 'friend' anniversay.....i only ever remember because we lived together in a shared house, an dthe day we met is on the rent book...may 20th....