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Today was fun, firehouse with Emily and Allyson. We both did tiles and I think mine was kind of okay-for me, it sure took me long enough. We had fun though.
Youth Group was tonight-Britainy, John, John's friend, and we also picked up Vicki. There wasn't very many people there because of the roads so we just messed around and played games. It was fun.
Golden Globe Awards are coming up.
I bet there won't be a snow day tomorrow, so i'm going to stop thinking about it. Things like these don't happen when everyone's expecting it. It would be nice though...nevermind i'm not going to think about it, i'll be dissapointed.
I keep on thinking about friends of mine that I can tell aren't happy, I know what I want to say to them, i'm just so afraid to say it. I try to tell them in other ways, but I know that it's not good enough.
I really wish I didn't care so much about what my friends think of me. I was thinking about Maranatha(a camp place) the other day, one of my favorite places in the world to go, and how I try to go back cooler each year, I hate that about myself. It just makes me say stupid things anyway. I feel like this around a lot of my friends too, I wish I wasn't like that, I hate myself sometimes, ugh.
I'm missing Law&Order, g'night!
Youth Group was tonight-Britainy, John, John's friend, and we also picked up Vicki. There wasn't very many people there because of the roads so we just messed around and played games. It was fun.
Golden Globe Awards are coming up.
I bet there won't be a snow day tomorrow, so i'm going to stop thinking about it. Things like these don't happen when everyone's expecting it. It would be nice though...nevermind i'm not going to think about it, i'll be dissapointed.
I keep on thinking about friends of mine that I can tell aren't happy, I know what I want to say to them, i'm just so afraid to say it. I try to tell them in other ways, but I know that it's not good enough.
I really wish I didn't care so much about what my friends think of me. I was thinking about Maranatha(a camp place) the other day, one of my favorite places in the world to go, and how I try to go back cooler each year, I hate that about myself. It just makes me say stupid things anyway. I feel like this around a lot of my friends too, I wish I wasn't like that, I hate myself sometimes, ugh.
I'm missing Law&Order, g'night!