Turgid

May 22, 2007 15:39

Last night I went over to Aimee's house and played Cranium with her, Dan, Brittany, and two others who obviously didn't make that much of an impression on me because I don't remember their names. Nonetheless, this post isn't about my inability to recall names at the drop of a hat, but rather, my sarcastic humor (transition!).
You see, last night Dan and I of course had people rolling with most of the stuff we said - just like old times - but on a couple occasions when I would make a sarcastic remark, the people there wouldn't get it, and would give me questioning looks. I felt bad about it for around one second before I [finally] shrugged it off and thought, "their loss..."
But really, it seems most of my humor is derived from this and what sucks is only people I've known my whole life actually get it (and even sometimes they don't even get it). I mean, of course I'm still the main clown at any event, keeping everyone laughing, but it's those subtle moments where I think I've said the most hilarious thing and sit there grinning like an idiot while the people around me actually think I'm serious...

oh well, I'm already over it.

This is one of the reasons why I don't see myself being good with a lot of people - I'm not like everyone else (I'm special!) - and thank God for that, religious or not.

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