Nov 23, 2005 23:35
I'm so ready to go back to California... Ima miss my family, but im ready to go home. Even though i had a good time down here, it still sucked a bit. Things just didnt happen the way i had hoped. So lets see, what all happend while i was down here...
Well, I actually enjoyed shopping for a first time in my life since i can remeber... lol I had a good Holloween with my sister and her friend Alyssa. The 3 of us dressed up as Dead Sleepover buddies, lol which was really awesome (we looked really dead too... thanks to me.. haha jk) Me and my mom got to spend alot of time togther, that we despretly needed. She was my rock, and i was hers. I love that woman. I got to know her more than i thought i ever could. And im thankfull for that. Me and my sister, had alot of good times, we laughed, played games, and i miss having a little sister to pick on and basically make her my personal slave to get me my stuff for me! lol I got to see my grandparents, my Mama is so freakin funny... She gets excited over the littlest stuff, I was happy to see my Papa, *bless his heart* we dont know how long he is going to make it. Its so sad that he is only in his early 60's and his life is very fragile. They took me to buy a laptop which i loooove so much.. its neat. Me and my brother had our time together before he has to go into the Airforce. Man im going to miss him. I finaly got my hair cut... its totaly diffrerent but almost the same. Lol Then we went camping, i canood for the first time in my life lol i almost tipped the damn thing over with my sister and stepdad in it... lol and then i got my foot cut open because i got a big ass thorn in it, getting outta the stupid canoo. I got to see Gloria, god i love that woman, she is to much sometimes, and i got to see Donna, she is so sweet. I cant wait till next summer, ima come down here to go to New Braunsville (sp) to float down the river, which last time i went was so much fun. I got alot of girly stuff while i was down here... big change for me. I found out i was accepted into COLLEGE, which i got the news on Holloween. And i start Jan 8th. woo hoo... im on my way. Even though all that good stuff happend, my family was basically all that i saw down here. I saw Jennie, but things came up and we didnt get a chance to hang out. I love her... but i know she has her own life now, but i never wanna lose our friendship. But all of the other people who i was friends with at one point, i didnt see them at all. Even though my friend Kate invited me to Lunch a couple of weeks ago, it happend to be on the same weekend i went camping, so things never happend. And now my journy is almost over, and i feel i need to go home, where things were good, and quiet... but as soon as school starts i cant wait to meet new people, and do fun things again with people my own age. My 18th birtday is comming up, and its gonna be kinda sad, knowing i cant spend it with friends, like i should. BUt im not going to complain i have my dad and uncle and my dog to keep me company which is enough for me, i wish my family could be there with me, to celebrate me becoming a legal adult.. lol but yeah i've had fun on my trip down here, now all i need to do is make it back to cali in one peice. And im sure just like last time im going to have fun on the bus. Well i know people dont read this anyways... but i guess its more for memory and to know i did do something down here, and i didnt waste my time.