Damn... I cant sleep even if I wanted to!

Oct 18, 2004 02:11

ahh, its like 2:15 am... and I can't sleep. I have no idea why. I think I just have a lot on my mind... I dunno. Man, lately i've been feeling kinda weird, I don't know if it's a bad weird or a good wierd. But all I know is that it should go away. Anyways... my weekend, was pretty boring except for Friday, when I got to see Matt, and chill with Jennie, and him... and his friend Rudy. I think we all had a pretty good time. I know I did. But then one Sat. I went to my moms, and it was alright... kinda boring, but I kinda slept the whole day, I watched some of my old home vidoe's of myself and my brother and shit, that was kinda interesting. Then today, I just chilled and watched 50 First Dates for the first time. Its actually a pretty good movie, kinda funny, and yet very I dunno. Oh man, I want this semester to end already, so I can start my life over again. Get back on track you know? I think things are going to be a lot different after the first of the year. ::crosses fingers:: hopefully. On Weds. Matts comming over, and then on Thursday him and me are going over to my moms and then were going camping at Lake Summerville. And ima be able to spend a lot of time with him. (i miss him so much) But yeah, a 4 Day weekend for me! woop woop!! I'm hopefully gonna see Jennie tomrrow, she is supposed to come and see me at lunch which will be lots of fun, I love that chick!!! yeah, but I'm not really sure what to write about anymore, other than I can't sleep... and it's bothering me alot! I need lots of sleep, and if I don't get enough i'll be all tired and shit, and wish that I would of just layed in bed until I fell asleep. But that's not happing for me right now! Damnit!


I think to much, i'm always thinking about something... I wish I was the type of person who could just sit there and think of nothing if I chose to. But i'm not, and i'm stuck with thinking all the time about a bunch of nothing. ::sigh:: But yeah, I think i'ma go and try and sleep now... i'm more tired than I was before I got back on here. So until next time Kiddies!!!
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