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i feel like i could just die... but now all i can think about is him, how i hurt him, how i made him feel, how much i wish i could take it all back... but i love him so much, i would die if i didnt have him... and now.. i feel like im slowly starting to fade away... i dont think i have love anyone this much before, and there i go fucking things up again... like i usually do... but this time i feel 100 X worse than any other times... but all i really wanted to say ways that i was sorry... and i love you so much, and i fucked up, but i wanna get threw this....and i just want him to know i love him so much, and if i didnt have him, i would die completely inside....