THAT WAS REALLY HARD TO DO...
I knew i had to do it... i knew if i didnt say anything soon... i would start to break down... so i did it tonight... i told Keith i wanted to break up... it hurt so bad... but i couldnt be with him anymore... and i know how he felt because thats how i felt with Tim broke up with me.. and that made me feel even worse... because i was hurting him... and it hurt me 10 times more just to tell him that... i have never broken up with anyone... and expecially face to face was really hard to... i feel so cold and empty... i just wanna curl up in a ball in my room and sleep ... i wish i could say whats really going threw my mind... but i just don't know how to put it into words...
Darkness runs threw my mind
as i think of the days before
Tears dry and hurt begins...
my heart sinks into my stomach
my breath shortens
As guilt poors on me uncontrollably
I begin to shake
wondering if i shall wake up the next morning
would i live the next day... only to remeber the last
My fingers go numb... as my tears fall harder...
my heart beats faster and the colors begin to fade
as my world begins to melt in my hands which held up head up
silence becomes a noise in my head... of a striaght buz
my mind goes blank and the pain slowly dies
for the day is almost done... and my tears have almost stoped
-Nichole-
Darkness runs threw my mind
as i think of the days before
Tears dry and hurt begins...
my heart sinks into my stomach
my breath shortens
As guilt poors on me uncontrollably
I begin to shake
wondering if i shall wake up the next morning
would i live the next day... only to remeber the last
My fingers go numb... as my tears fall harder...
my heart beats faster and the colors begin to fade
as my world begins to melt in my hands which held up head up
silence becomes a noise in my head... of a striaght buz
my mind goes blank and the pain slowly dies
for the day is almost done... and my tears have almost stoped
-Nichole-