so if youre lonely, you know im here waiting for you...
blah. so its another monday night. it feels so different from the rest. one of the first to actually sit down and relax at 8 pm. im almost half tempted to go to a place that i can play guitar real loud...which would end up being the sanctuary, but im feeling too lazy to do that. instead i waste away here.
i met up with brian after i finished a job up in auburn. it was good to talk to him and just find out whats going on in eachothers lives. i dont think weve done that since he left staff. i remember spending hours with him talking about life, issues, or ministry. i guess we all move on to other things. as of late mine seems to progress farther down that road. i cant even recognize who i used to be one year ago. honestly, theres too much that has changed. theres some things i yearn for again, and others im glad that weve parted ways.
i wonder how much time i have left at village chapel. just like theres a countdown to my wedding, so i feel theres a similar one to my withdraw there. being asked to leave/leaving on my own accord as a staff memeber is something i knew had to happen for me to even think about moving on and now that is happening, i feel everything else will come even quicker. maybe even before the summers through. who knows...
hmmm...i think im going to go watch a movie...dont know which one...but yeah...something to pass the time before she calls.
'I'm just a cross-hair
I'm just a shot away from you'
i met up with brian after i finished a job up in auburn. it was good to talk to him and just find out whats going on in eachothers lives. i dont think weve done that since he left staff. i remember spending hours with him talking about life, issues, or ministry. i guess we all move on to other things. as of late mine seems to progress farther down that road. i cant even recognize who i used to be one year ago. honestly, theres too much that has changed. theres some things i yearn for again, and others im glad that weve parted ways.
i wonder how much time i have left at village chapel. just like theres a countdown to my wedding, so i feel theres a similar one to my withdraw there. being asked to leave/leaving on my own accord as a staff memeber is something i knew had to happen for me to even think about moving on and now that is happening, i feel everything else will come even quicker. maybe even before the summers through. who knows...
hmmm...i think im going to go watch a movie...dont know which one...but yeah...something to pass the time before she calls.
'I'm just a cross-hair
I'm just a shot away from you'