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Went to the movies today.
I think part of why I don't go to the movies is that it involves paying money to watch people living lives I never will, know what I mean?
But still.
Fuck.
God, it just made me feel like such a complete fuck-up.
And it's all my fault; I mean, I could change but I just don't. I feel like I'm depriving myself of life, but I don't know how to change.