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you know what. I actually do have something to say. I have a really crappy friend, who has ignored my mails and messages for no apparent reason, for two months now. Two fucking months. I don't know why. I don't know why now. but even though I do want to be really really mad with him, I can't. I can't because i'm worried sick that something happened to him, just like I was, when i was gone for a year. I just worry, and keep finding the most unreasonable excuses, as to why he might not answer. (is it actually possible to break both your hands at the same time?)
So F. S. from G., if you ever find this, please note that this is me. you know. I used to think of you as one of my best friends. not sure what it is now. you know that I can't fall asleep for hours, because i just can't stop worrying or wondering why you ignore me, or just being plain miserable. thanks a lot for that. one tiny short email would be enough, just to know you're not dead or dying.
by the way. If you actually read this -please at least consider writing, okay? thank you.
Edit: Problem solved. He was having a big gay crisis and now is happily out and proud =)
So F. S. from G., if you ever find this, please note that this is me. you know. I used to think of you as one of my best friends. not sure what it is now. you know that I can't fall asleep for hours, because i just can't stop worrying or wondering why you ignore me, or just being plain miserable. thanks a lot for that. one tiny short email would be enough, just to know you're not dead or dying.
by the way. If you actually read this -please at least consider writing, okay? thank you.
Edit: Problem solved. He was having a big gay crisis and now is happily out and proud =)