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well... as always... it didn't work out...... i'll just leave my broken heart to mend on the shelf and have a decent cry to get this shit out of the system. is it really that much to ask for a girl who doesnt' have something to hide?? i just wish all my feeling was gone.... leave it all behind... stop living lies... i have to be strong so my life can go on and just wait for somethign great to come along. hell... Jen was one of the greatest things to ever happen to me... and i didnt' plan on that at all.. it was totally random and it all fit in to place. perhaps since i've changed... things will change... things will go better. i just to have things come straight from my heart and not worry about anything. have someone like me for who i am. someone i can get along wtih... humorous.... can laugh... have a good time.
this really bites....
this really bites....