a few things...
First
I want to be a kid again. Not like actually go back in time blah blah blah but just, be in that mindset. I was really in the moment and sorta...self absorbed. It was both good and bad. I mean, I was happy except i didn't really look out for others. So yeah i just wanna go and have some good, kid fun.
Second
I feel like if i don't want the day to end, it doesn't have to. If i don't go to bed, the next day takes longer to happen. That's why I'm awake and its 4:34 am.
Third
It's weird how every film I see affects me. Like, I just watched the naked mile. That is the worst movie not funny blah blah blah w/e. What was weird about it was that it was about this guy in a relationship and somehow i connected to this relationship so well. Maybe its cuz i didn't sleep but i dunno.
Fourth
I need summer. I want to get all of my friends together and go to the zoo. That would really lift my spirits. I'm tired of being 17. I really am just sick of everything that goes with it (SAT's, work, parties, rebelliousness, growing up...) I want to lie in the grass for like 2 hours and just be in that moment. I dunno.
Thats it.
I want to be a kid again. Not like actually go back in time blah blah blah but just, be in that mindset. I was really in the moment and sorta...self absorbed. It was both good and bad. I mean, I was happy except i didn't really look out for others. So yeah i just wanna go and have some good, kid fun.
Second
I feel like if i don't want the day to end, it doesn't have to. If i don't go to bed, the next day takes longer to happen. That's why I'm awake and its 4:34 am.
Third
It's weird how every film I see affects me. Like, I just watched the naked mile. That is the worst movie not funny blah blah blah w/e. What was weird about it was that it was about this guy in a relationship and somehow i connected to this relationship so well. Maybe its cuz i didn't sleep but i dunno.
Fourth
I need summer. I want to get all of my friends together and go to the zoo. That would really lift my spirits. I'm tired of being 17. I really am just sick of everything that goes with it (SAT's, work, parties, rebelliousness, growing up...) I want to lie in the grass for like 2 hours and just be in that moment. I dunno.
Thats it.