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I learned something abt myself. I can't sleep under pressure. if im tired i guess i could but...i put pressure on myself to fall asleep. like "oh no its getting late and i wont get enough sleep. i gotta try real hard to." and then i just cant cuz its pressure knowing that i need to sleep weil in order to perform well the next day. also, i just threw up. i wrote my mom a note and i hope she sees it. so if im late 2morrow its cuz im sick. ok thats all. sorry for the stupid update. just i cant sleep. 2 much pressure.

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